i know not
what laws govern you
my moist eyes cannot summon you
nor my carefully arranged cemetery silences
you suddenly arrive
when you are a forgotten memory
and ur insane coupling
lifts me up from my animal depths
leaving me, longing
for your bruising teeth
and supreme tenderness
then you leave
just as suddenly as you came
the vision is gone
neither an animal nor human

i wait with the ache slowly
tightening its choke
body ablaze, flesh moist
till death escorts me out slowly
out of my black solitude
well numbed,lobotomised beast