Sunday, July 15, 2007

sankhya



I know
I have to hold you in my arms
And yet
you be you
and me be me,
If I let you and me merge,
You will die
And so will I


Yet
without the whiplash
Of your wild hair
Tearing my flesh
Softened and cooked
with longing for you
without ur descent
in a downpour of sparks
and set ablaze this heart

Im only a potential

Each morning your musky full body
Entwines over me
Steaming breath carelessly
setting my nerves screaming
And your molten body
washes over me
Im oozing out of myself
Aching to mix in ur waters
Intoxicated
by the promises of each glistening
salty bead
On ur pearly body
You leak
into my inflamed nerves
Like the saliva from a lovers mouth
And turn each of my senses
against me
to drink in completely
my undying breath
leaving me
pitiful,
slowly
maggot eaten
by time

I know
If I let you and me merge
You will die
And so will I

What then
of our whispered promises
Inside the translucent
curtains
of our covert, scented breaths
when we hid in the secret
of our bodies
our vows to be
immortal together ?

Saturday, July 14, 2007



i know not
what laws govern you
my moist eyes cannot summon you
nor my carefully arranged cemetery silences
you suddenly arrive
when you are a forgotten memory
and ur insane coupling
lifts me up from my animal depths
leaving me, longing
for your bruising teeth
and supreme tenderness
then you leave
just as suddenly as you came
the vision is gone
neither an animal nor human

i wait with the ache slowly
tightening its choke
body ablaze, flesh moist
till death escorts me out slowly
out of my black solitude
well numbed,lobotomised beast